I Almost Forgot
Sharon and I went to go see this.
It was creepy and fascinating. I was hungover and had to sit and rest when it got overwhelming. Because these are real bodies, kids. And I think I've had the idea of where my cervix is all wrong this whole time.
Weird.
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Yesterday was a horrible day. I had no fewer than 3 meltdowns at work, which is embarrassing, because I pride myself on no one seeing me cry (sober, that is).
And I'm trying to explain what's wrong and I can't really place it and none of it sounds like any good reason for ME to be crying. Bad shit is happening around me, to people I love, and I'm on my period and I'm stressed and exhausted and you get to a point where it still doesn't sound justifiable enough.
You want to just make something up to explain it:
"My puppy got eaten by a landshark."
But one of these days I am going to get a puppy and it will be eaten by a landshark and then I'll feel bad that I already used the landshark-eating-puppy excuse to explain away an emotional mood.
Parumph. Parumph, I say!
posted by C @ 12:02
4 comments
4 Comments:
perhaps going to see creepy stuff might not be helping your mood.
in any event i'm really looking forward to seeing you soon.
hey, i saw that exhibit in L.A. at first it was cool, and then it got to feel a bit gratuitous as i entered the third floor full of dead people posed as skateboarders and footballers.
I saw that exhibit awhile ago (over the holiday weekend). Pre-Heinous-Mood-of-the-Century.
You get more sympathy for the second puppy anyway.
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